Yes, you are right as highlighted. I was actually thinking about how different and far weird I have been made to look before my siblings while growing up. It seemed he to them that my behavior was to “kill our parents before time”. And so they lost respect for me due to how my parents made me look. No one ever considered how strictly I was raised as a first born girl, favoritism and the fact that I could be highly sensitive and internalizing things a bit more further than usual. I remember my mother telling me once when I confided in her about being a HSP— her response was “but it’s not good”. I’m done. Thank you E.B once again for slowly helping me find the words and my voice. I am not alone.