Thank you for such an emotionally evocative piece. It’s because of people like you, people like me feel very much validated and willing to keep pushing despite all the horrible experiences especially in the hands of loved ones.
It reminded me of so many twisted advice and statements I’ve heard in the hands of relatives whom I ran to for help. That eventually led me to severe all ties. I’m grateful for this piece and glad you’re in a better headspace I presume.